//was gonna write starters and replies but i was out all day and then ended up watching movies instead of doing anything even remotely productive.

does it count if i was lying on my bed knowing that i should be doing my japanese. do i get brownie points for feeling like shit for being a dickface when it comes to school and study. i didnt even tag the few posts that i reblogged oh my god

on the upside i bought a ‘sounds of rain’ track on itunes and wow its so relaxing. i actually slept really well with it playing instead of my usual music and the psych my school made me start seeing is actually being helpful. she’s talking things through slow, one thing at a time. last week it was my maths homework, this week its my sleeping pattern. and whilst ive felt incredibly shitty the last two nights in my head i know that i just have to survive the week and she’ll be there to talk again on friday. things aren’t necessarily great, but i think theyre on the way to improving at the very least